`FunFair-03

`i waz on my way to Cantt bazaar for buying accessoris for decorating christmas tree. Rastay mei i saw a couple goin on a bike n the guy iz our customer, tht of AFC. khair the girl/woman had her right arm around his chest for he grip. khair this reminded me of that funfair in comsats. when i was there to help n etc. i took some chocos n etc with me for the stall and she brot the digicam n we planned so much. decorated the stall n she was so excited coz i was there with her. n the day went gud n then after the fair was over, i was with her in da taxi, off to their place to drop her off n rastay mei she had kept her hand on my shoulder. It reminded me of all that. I dont know what to call life now, but i loved the way i was living it with you. I don't hate the one i am living at the moment either maybe coz i respect what comes my way now. I cant confess that things could have been better coz i can very well quote that things may be very good at yr end now,much better than they were when i was part of your life. hmmmmmmph


i broke "seriously-in-luv heart". n yes, my tears dont taste gud anymore, they dont at all.

`why

this person used to go thru my profile often on orkut. today i got a scrap from her after couple of weeks n i was amazed to notice tht the pic tht she had on was tht of heRz. :/. i wonder who it iz n why she has heR pic on. i thot i wud tell nabz abt it but then i shudnt, last time when i tried to be my nice guy, i was taken like an ass hole. n kia pata they might think i am makin it all up and this is some trick. it is all abt respect. when u lose tht then u r left wit nothing, u can be accused of a lot of things n then u dont even feel like defending yourself. u just feel like goin with the flow n lettin the other person judge u the way he wants to coz u r left with nothing to defend.

`reflection

was going thru the soundtracks of movies and i played reflection by christina. you told me once to listen to it and we used to go thru so many misunderstandings during those days. the song said a lot n i did understand wht you wanted me to know then but i hav alwayz been bad in communication skills when u were around i guess. to the world i may be a very gud n humble person but only i know my worth, i am that person who flooded your life with MY and i am the same person who changed the word hatred to zen in your life. I miss you n i luV u.

`asheZ

ban gaey rakh meyre woh intezar kay lamhay
kar gaeyn weeran guloun ko meyre chaman ke

kia meri kabr per mitti dalnay aogi?
nahi, tumhai khabr he na hogi humari
phir khaak kia aur uskay pass jana kia

`Mashallah

u r doin gr8,m one of those strangers who believed in your work n still do. Rise n shine. Higher n Higher.Fullfill all yr dReams. the better onez. may Allah help u in becoming what you deserve and no memory no nothing may become a hurdle in your path, Ameen. :). am happy for you. u r doing it. Allah tumhay khushion nawazain. Ameeen

being gud iz bad. i guess the carefree and isolated sorta life iz better.

`:)

Happie Birthday Nabz :)
may Allah give u all tht is better for you and vanish all the bad lucks from your fate and introduce noble and loyal friends and people and may he save you from all kinda false stuff around. Ameen :)

`u-rock

so i had to leave for islamabad is weekend per. Romana n Natz had invited me n since it was long since i met them, thot wud go n meet them. i left on sat via daewoo n reached home at 3 n went to bed for couple of hourz n then left for f-8. had asked romana to bring food for me since i was hella hungry. mehr n romana both had come n she had the passes n we left for the u-rock concert. well they had arranged it well , the heating system n the stage was well decorated, looked lil bit like tht of the one designed for Pink floyd's concert. but the bands sucked, stretch and caravan n even ali azmat sucked.khair we left the concert at 10 30 n meanwhile me n romana had a lot of chit chat regarding our past n wht ever is happenin at the moment n wht we were n how we were taken. khair it was a nice evening n then they dropped me with p-hut n i went there for meal n wahan per atif aslam and pakistan cricket team players were around. everyone was going nuts for their autographs n i was there noticing them n smiling at their behavior. then i called tara n he came to p-hut n then we shared lafters. then i called nats asked herh for the passes of her play. she was like mei a kar deyti houn tumhay p-hut, she came with her family n i met aunty n her sis n bro in law n had lil gup shup n natz left n then me n tara went for coffee n uskay badh i told him to drop me off around a taxi so tht i can leave for home n he did so i n i reached home at 1 am n i hit the bed right away.

will blog abt the second day later. ba byez

`Da play n Da concert

so i had to leave for islamabad is weekend per. Romana n Natz had invited me n since it was long since i met them, thot wud go n meet them. i left on sat via daewoo n reached home at 3 n went to bed for couple of hourz n then left for f-8. had asked romana to bring food for me since i was hella hungry. mehr n romana both had come n she had the passes n we left for the u-rock concert. well they had arranged it well , the heating system n the stage was well decorated, looked lil bit like tht of the one designed for Pink floyd's concert. but the bands sucked, stretch and caravan n even ali azmat sucked.khair we left the concert at 10 30 n meanwhile me n romana had a lot of chit chat regarding our past n wht ever is happenin at the moment n wht we were n how we were taken. khair it was a nice evening n then they dropped me with p-hut n i went there for meal n wahan per atif aslam and pakistan cricket team players were around. everyone was going nuts for their autographs n i was there noticing them n smiling at their behavior. then i called tara n he came to p-hut n then we shared lafters. then i called nats asked herh for the passes of her play. she was like mei a kar deyti houn tumhay p-hut, she came with her family n i met aunty n her sis n bro in law n had lil gup shup n natz left n then me n tara went for coffee n uskay badh i told him to drop me off around a taxi so tht i can leave for home n he did so i n i reached home at 1 am n i hit the bed right away.

will blog abt the second day later. ba byez

`burnt

i came back from isb this morning, subah 5 am ki daewoo sey aya. came home n slept with the kidz. they had to leave for pindi as they had to procure things n i had to take care of the kidz. ahmed n deema r lil ill n coughin, was supposed make them have breakfast. Ahmed woke up early n we were playing n then i told the maid to bring the breakfast. Me n ahmed were takin breakfast n ahmed suddenly moved his foot n hit the cup n tea fell on his foot and it resulted in a burn. I got so confused. took him to the washroom n poured cold water n then put some salt on it n then applied barnol anti-burn cream. poor kid was crying for like 1 hour but am glad hez better now and playin but still not in his best mood. i hope this burn doesnt leave a scar on his foot. hmmmph.

Bro0o0ozezz n ScarZ , i guess am good at tht only.