`i understand? really

`yes i waited a lot for tht, a lotttt n i knew whenever i start expecting it becomes my weakness n i knew u will hav a lot of reasonz for not doing so, i was being bold when i was talkin to u and enrich your day, was tough for me, but for the pain i have given you, i can do much more than this, but you cudnt do it, i understand why, but i wish you had called. i waited for your call only the whole day. sigh. u r Gem.